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Sunday, May 30, 2010

Untill You Go

I love when you hold me, hands & legs intertwined.
When you kiss me, shivers race down my spine.
To just feel you near me,
   to know that you're close.
I feel so safe,
   being with you is all I know.
I always fear for the day you leave.
You say you won't forget, but that's hard to believe.
And when I cry, it's because I'm scared.
Tears falling down because they know life's not fair.
And untill you leave, I'll try not to obsess.
I'll try and enjoy our moments instead of making them less. :)

Unsure Love

I know that when I'm with you, I'm the happiest I could be.
But knowing you're not fully mine, I feel incomplete.
You want me for yourself, won't let me go.
But should I really stay, I don't know.
I feel kinda trapped. Under lock & key.
Everytime I try, you won't let me leave.
The way you looked at me, when I was laying on your bed,
          that's a look I'll never forget.
At that moment, I knew you loved me and it made me scared.
Because after all this time, I never even thought you cared.
Now you're always on my mind and I never want you to leave.
But I want more than anything is for you to actually belong to me.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010


Heather, you're one of the best friends I could ever ask for.
You understand me more than most people.
I'm grateful to have such a friend like you.
Yes, you're crazy, everyone knows that, and I love you more for it.
Yeah, there are times you're blah, but yeah I can be too...mostly. Haha.
You've never judged me, no matter how fucked up a thing I did was.
You're honest with me. That's the best thing.
You introduced me to the BFC. The best thing EVER!!
We're both sex wanters. lol
I love our fun nights, like when we sneak out. Or have all nighters.
You're more than my best friend, you're my sister, and I'm pretty sure my mom won't complain.
I love you!