BORED!!

What do you prefer when you get into a relationship?
1- Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship?	How about a lasting relationship that's fun??
2- What was your longest relationship?	8 months
3-What is your favorite personality trait?	Hmm...probably a sense of humor...but I like guys to be sarcastic.
4- What is the most romantic thing a significant other could do?	Learn to play Layla on the guitar and sing it to me
5- When you are dating someone, what is the most important thing to you?	To trust each other
6- Do you like pet names (ex: baby, sweetheart...)?	Eh.. I can handle BABY. Babe, sweetheart, sweetie, darlin, and stuff like that...NO!
7- What is your ideal night out with a significant other?	Hmm...just a night out with the friends...having fun. I really want a beach or bonfire date.
8- What is your ideal night in with a significant other?	Just chilling out, watching movies, eating good food, wearing pajamas. Comfortable dates ftw
9- Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?	Nope.
10- Do you like relationships that invovle serious commitments?	Umm....how serious...??? Like..bf/gf stuff is fine. Engagement and marriage and shit...NO! Not yet. LoL
11- If you ever got engaged, how would you want it to happen?	Spontaneously...not in front of people.
12- If you were engaged, would you want a wedding as soon as possible?	No...I don't really want a big wedding..I want more of a wiccan ceremony
13- Do you like to talk about the future when in a serious relationship?	More like...What IF.. lol
14- Do you prefer a sensitive open relationship or a strong silent type?	open
15- When in a relationship do you have to have contact with your partner on a daily basis?	Eh,,I like to lol
16- Do you like public displays of affection?	Not really..some things are ok...but I don't make out in public.
17- Is there anything you won't tolerate while in a relationship?	A guy treating me, my friends, or my family like shit
18- What is one thing that you value most in a relationship?	Honesty
19- Would you ever be able to handle a long-distance situation?	NO!
20- Do you believe in moving in together before engagement or marriage?	Yes..it's like...seeing what you're going to be living with for the rest of your life
Take this survey or other MySpace Surveys at PimpSurveys.com

IGNORANCE

So my Uncle Steven really pissed me off!
How the hell do you lead someone on..then just tell them HEY I DON'T WANNA DATE YOU CUZ YOU HAVE A HALF-BLACK KID!

OMG! YOU IGNORANT REDNECK!

She loved you!
You have been treated like shit from everyone all your life but her!

KARMA.
Just wait..something's gonna get your ass.

Shortie Like Mine

I've decided that since I'm always bored in this library...I might as well put some songs lol

[Chorus:]


Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down

I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause

I done looked out and searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine

baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me

Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me

search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine

shorty like mine



[Hook:]

I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)

Cute face nice size like (mineee)

Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)

mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up



[Verse 1]

I knew when I ran into this one she would be the redrum of my pimpin'

Knew she would be the one to make me stop caring about other girls

on my jock and gettin' them she was the one to slow me down hold me down

I roll wit her know go wit it now I'mma grow wit it now I'ma go get her that's how

I got her don't be mad you can't get one hotter broke them up when they made lil' momma

I don't care what my niggas say she been there everyday for my drama Some of the homies

hate cause they want her wish they the ones that's datin' my woman gone get a good look cause she fine

and I don't mind cause she mine



[Chorus]



[Hook]



[Bridge (Chris Brown):]

I got all this love inside of me and all I wanna do is give it to her

I don't care what the fellas say bout it cause I got somethin' to say bout it

Wat I'm about to say is straight up real talk no cut I don't play bout' it

There ain't a price u can put on a girl who knows just what to say when

you need to hear it the most and I'ma tell you somethin' else if

I don't know nothin' else I know



[Chorus]



[Hook]



[Verse 3]

I wanna give her the world and I ain't even tryna lose her

I'm addicted to my girl and the way that she twirls in that little skirt

just for me in the club in the crib in the streets she represent for l-b-dub

e-n-t she a nice with the pretty brown bright eyes I'm a winner wit the

right prize I'ma give it to her to the rhythm of a hi-hat she got a beautiful mind

you can't buy that and the site of her behind when she walk on by make a

nigga wanna try that she got the prettiest smile and she gangsta keep me

from runnin' wild and I thank her and we can talk about anything she got

good conversation my homie and my friend and plus she patient



[Chorus]



[Hook]



[Chorus]

To Fill In The Time.

You know, the library's pretty freaking great. But after spending an hour (3 during exam time) a day in here since last year can get you really sick of it. It's soooooooooo boring.

Especially when there's another class here and I'm supposed to be confined to the back room. BLAH!

Right now it's 2nd period. I'm supposed to be doing French work. But since my computer back here took so long to load, I'm blogging instead.

I really hate that I didn't pass French last semester, I wouldn't be doing this again. UGH! But at least it's just one semester. I can handle that...I think. LoL.

So dude...like..I'm afriad to post pictures now. I keep having to take them off. First Alex's girlfriend gets mad, then Jacey's mom gets mad. It's just a pipe!! lol But whatever. It's like..one picture more I have to take off. I'll deal.

I think I'm going to go on Tumblr now. I have nothing more to write..unless you wanna hear how hungry and tired I am... :P

Heather inspired a blog....lol

My best friend Heather is the one who got me started on this thing. Well, while reading her many blogs, I found one that basically listed all the guys she's been with what went wrong. Well I figured I'd do that, but for guys who also just meant a great deal to me that faded away. Some names will be changed for their safety.

Zachary Parker - I liked you sooo much when we were younger. We were basically bf and gf. You saved me from rape, literally. I thank  you all the time in my head for that. I hope you're doing well.

Justin Huard - Wow...how to describe you?? I guess you can say you and I have had a hot & cold thing since Summer of 2006. One minute we love each other and the next we can't stand each other. You're unhealthy for me.

Sherwayne Bell - We were the best of friends. We met in 8th grade, you knew I loved you, but you're not the dating type. You would tell me that you loved me though and that was enough. I basically loved everything about you. I would talk to you nearly everyday. But then we started to fade. June 3rd, 2009 was the last day I saw you. I miss you so much.

Shawn Cameron - You were a great guy and my first highs chool boyfriend, and it took me a while to realize that you were so great. No matter how mean I was to you, you never stopped caring and I'm sorry for treating you the way I did. When we dated, I wasn't really a fan of all the hyperness and the pda. I just wanted something different at the time.

Jeremy Drahucz - Wow. 2 days. I swear to god, you put a lot of painful experience into just 2 days. You used me to get to Rebecca and broke up with me in Hot Topic. It wasn't even you, it was William. I still hate you for that. WHO THE HELL BREAKS UP WITH SOMEBODY IN THEIR FAVORITE STORE?! You were the first guy I've ever made out with. The thought sickens me though.

Ravi Roberson - You didn't like me the whole time we went out. You ass. At least you were honest with that though.

Popvero (has nothing to do with anyone in Vero) - F*** YOU! YOU MADE MY LIFE MISERABLE AND WE NEVER EVEN DATED!!!!

Lunchbox - Our relationship was mostly over text, I'm sorry I started things because I never intended to keep it going. 

8 - You were my first real love. I learned a lot from you. You were a lot of firsts for me. A little bit of lasts too. Things just changed and we both moved on. I still love and care for you with all my heart.

David McCarty - You were great, but you came at a bad time. I'm sorry for breaking your heart when you were just trying to heal mine.

Pusher - You're this nickname for many reasons. You only wanted me for one thing. I'm glad I didn't give it to you. Only one good thing came from dating you. He's my best friend.

Fun Buddy - Things were great with you. But I grew up and realized I couldn't do it anymore. I started feeling bad and wanting more, and that's not what it was supposed to be. I feel you still want it, but it's not going to happen. I hope it doesn't.

Frank - You were amazing. A perfect boyfriend. But with everyone telling me it was a waste of time, it all went to my head. I'm sorry for not handling things differently.

Changing For The Better

So I got this new haircut. I like it a lot.

Not only does it look sexy and it suits me.

But it resembles my change.

I want to expand more this year, I want to do better.

I want to make more friends.

I want to have better grades.

I want to get a job.

I want to have more things to do.

A boyfriend would be nice too.

It's not like I'm unhappy with life now. 

I'm not.

I have great friends and a great family.

I just need to grow instead of staying in a shell forever.

Time is going by fast and soon I'll be an adult. Time to just start growing now. :)

What the hell is with you?

I randomly started talking to you one day.
Now I talk to you everyday.
I used to not care about you.
Now I kinda do.
You used to never be on my mind at all.
Now it's like a second home to you.
I'm embarrassed to feel this way, I feel like everyone else.
But I love our conversations.
I love the way you make me laugh.
I love how I amuse you.
I hate that I can't talk to you or can't hang with you more.
I like how you stalk me on facebook hehe.


I hope you don't read this.


I like you.


FUCK!

Today Was One Of Those Great Days

Today was one of those great days where I felt really happy.
I love being surrounded my friends, and my hyper self comes out.
Dancing around and laughing.
Swimming is great too.
We should do stuff like this more often. I was perfectly distracted. :)
Thank you Heather for suggesting this. :)

The Monsters Reunited :)

The girl who made it all possible with her boyfriend. I love this picture I took of them.

The people who make me really hyper were there as well. :) I love how my boobs are just popping out.